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busy now... will write bout emirates trip , india trip ,usa n koh samui whe im done wif test...wif pics too...=)..tata

age 13-17

2nd row, standing, 2nd from left..chubbby jae..haha..

i recieve the letter ..
open it..PFS... mom say NOOOOO..haha..
i remembr..she nvr ask me..she juz change it..coz i was young..
im hepi i end up at bj..n not pfs...
age 13
1st day in BJ..orientation...
met a few new ppl..n during my batch, most are from my primary school..so i felt comfy..hehe..
form 1 was cekal..
if u ask my buddy stephen, he will crap n say i touch his butt during the 1st time we enter class...
crap la..haha..i dont do noncense la...haiz.. if it happens it was an accident..haha..
yeah,.. its true i was rushing to go to the front..coz i was one of the shortest dat time n oso coz i wana get the best seat in class..hehe..i was 13 n i was young..haha..1st year sat near jason,chun n stephen..n teacher kept on changing.. n didnt allow me to sit near step coz he got number 1 n me num 2..hehe.. next test, i got 16..i was like haiz.. then afta dat 4..huhu...yeah..the last one was 6 i tink..it was a tight race.. n i got like 95 for sejarah for 1st test.. i still love sejarah.. better then bio,chem n phy...hehe...
canning ..i got it during my 1st year... haiz..
coz we played futbal without permisiion..came back n check my butt, damn oh damn.. red..like reddd... now i can laugh at it..my first n so far last canning...
age 14
funny year.. more mature..sat near jason n stephen..n dats when we actually learn ALOT of stuff..haha..u guys noe wad i mean...1st test was number 4..afta dat decline..decline n decline.. 2 elit i tink...yeah..i was so chubbyy..fatty.. haha.. my elder sis disturb me ..say i was short n stuff.. now looks who's short n chubby.HA ....like i say KARMA...
age 15 Pmrr..study like crazyy....7a's... didnt realise time move on so fast coz of pmr
age 16
thiz is the year.. when i hate school so much...1st 3 years was awesom n fun..
form 4 Arif... competiton was high.. always arounf 15 -17...n dats good enuf..hehe..
i hate school coz i hate phy,chem n bio... juz hate it..
n thiz ting tthe school had ..like if u dont do ur hw, u will hav to do catwalk .. i hated dat.. its embarassing u noe..its good for lazy students.. but others its not..
buttt its a good thing,lotsa of students change becoz of the programme
bravo... hails the school(but i dont like it)hehe...
i did badly during forn 4.. every was like honeymoon year..i was like yea..of coz.. haha..
fail 1st test badly.. 7 failout of 10. including modern maths.. amazing..haha...modern maths...
the rest of the year was bad..fial fail fail..form 1-3 was like between A or B.. form 4 was either pass or fail..haha..
age 17
hate school less..but still hate school..
more hardworking.. againts time to finish up syllabus..manage to do dat..from failing sejarah, n add maths to getting A.. it was all good.. got 7 a's.. n the rest?... bio ,chem n phy..haha...
stress a lottt.. cant wait for school to habiis.. n finally it did..was so hepi to leave school..

overall- 1st 3 years was AWESOME>. last 2 was torture.. but i made my own mess.. n i aint complaining coz im admiting it was my mistake of not being hardworking n paying attention in class when im suppose to... but i admit n i have learn.... =)...

age 7-12

standing at top, 2nd from left..

6 years at Sk Seri Permai
6 funny years..hehe...fun..
1st year was scary.. 1 amanah,
mom took me... i was VERY LAZY...
nvr do my homework...so damn lazy..
didnt cry 1st day...but i cried on my 2nd year in 2 dedikasi (i tink)
no idea y i cried.. but now i look at it, i find it funny..cried for no reason..
tthiz is epic..i hide my report card in my room.. haha
the 1st 2 years..actually first 3 years...
2nd year, mom came to school coz i nvr gave them any results..i hide it... juz be4 she wants to meet the teacher, i lied i say i got all the results d.. hehe
lucky escape..
3rd year, the 1st 6 months was hell.. teacher actually call my mom.. n i was in 2 nd class.. cekal... n she says i nvr pass up my maths hw n lil bit of english..
TURNING POINT...
went back home..mommy cried..yeah...
dat incident was life changing..
i improve so much afta dat..
me from last in class for maths to 1st in class in less then a year..for maths.. epic...haha...=)...
i threw my maths book be4 dat..i lied i say i lost it..actually i threw it outside my house..the drain there... n i end up photocopying the whole book from friend n start fro basic.. by standard 4, top in class for maths.. yah...
4cekal-6 cekal...
the rest wass average... but maths 90plus...from hate to like...
i nvr miss a hw since dat incident..
when studies was much better, i started futbal in school..was average..
one particular Pj sessions, i score like 7 goals?.. i tink..n every1 was like next sessions pass to me..plz..hehe..dat was reli awesome..hehe...
year 5 n 6 was alright..about the same.. was kinda weak in science.. but manage to handle it...
manage to score 5 A's.. was vry luckyy.. cz i nvr score 4 or 5 be4..highest was 3..hehe..

age 1-6

age 1-3
baby jae.. cry cry cry...
curly hair n fair..it was scary,,
yeah.. colic baby u can say..
i dunt noe how my parents can handle me..
my elder sis was an angle.. nvr cry..
DEVIL..haha..
there is thiz incident in which dad n uncle took me from penang to Kl i tink..by flight..
i was crying the whole journey.. haha...
age 4-6
tadika kancil
learn to read n write..
nvr complete peter n jane..hated it.
no idea..was juz too lazy..
lotsa of running n jumping
did wad all boys did..
n no crying.. hehe.. yeah.. ran out of tears...

admiting to improve..

i believe to improve is by admitting, coz u will learn by admitting..
for eg-football.. i use to not listen to seniors... but when i start listening i improve alot..not only listening, i admit that i was wrong.. n i improve on my skills.. i have a friend who does not admit, n the effect? not improving... easy..admit..
wads so hard?.. u wont be less manly by admiting.. but by admitting u be more human..
life is too short to give excuses on wadeva u do.. so therfore juz admit..
people wont like it if u keep on making mistakes .. but they will understand dat ur trying..so its alrite.. but people wil hate u if u keep on giving excuses n not admiting.. dats not honest at all..
n u will get wad u deserve, not improving.. easy..
at 1st its hard to admit, but once u start to admit ur mistakes u can see the difference in ur game..can apply in real life...but most guys are scared to admit.. coz its like there goes their dignity if they admit their mistakes.. come on, people will like u if u admit,coz ur bein honest..=)

karma

karma..
i believe in karma since young..whateva u do now will determine wad happens to u in future..
u do good deeds n u will hav a better life in future..
u do bad stuff n u will sufferr ...
so it is alright if some1 do any bad stuff to u, juz dont do anything, coz in future, dat some1 will suffer..its true...

problems..

i beleive no1 is perfect.. every1 has problems in life..its juz the matter of how much problem u hav and how r u gona solve it?.with u complaining about ur problem, makes no diff.. ur not helping urself by complaining.. u can do urself a favour by solving problems u hav n for god sake STOP COMPLAINING..it is annoying... alright...i noe ur problems i wayy bigger then mine..well dats life... sumtimes u hav bigger problems.sometimes u hav smaller ones.. but wad r u gona do about it?.. r u gona help urself by solving it?..or complained...?