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busy now... will write bout emirates trip , india trip ,usa n koh samui whe im done wif test...wif pics too...=)..tata

age 13-17

2nd row, standing, 2nd from left..chubbby jae..haha..

i recieve the letter ..
open it..PFS... mom say NOOOOO..haha..
i remembr..she nvr ask me..she juz change it..coz i was young..
im hepi i end up at bj..n not pfs...
age 13
1st day in BJ..orientation...
met a few new ppl..n during my batch, most are from my primary school..so i felt comfy..hehe..
form 1 was cekal..
if u ask my buddy stephen, he will crap n say i touch his butt during the 1st time we enter class...
crap la..haha..i dont do noncense la...haiz.. if it happens it was an accident..haha..
yeah,.. its true i was rushing to go to the front..coz i was one of the shortest dat time n oso coz i wana get the best seat in class..hehe..i was 13 n i was young..haha..1st year sat near jason,chun n stephen..n teacher kept on changing.. n didnt allow me to sit near step coz he got number 1 n me num 2..hehe.. next test, i got 16..i was like haiz.. then afta dat 4..huhu...yeah..the last one was 6 i tink..it was a tight race.. n i got like 95 for sejarah for 1st test.. i still love sejarah.. better then bio,chem n phy...hehe...
canning ..i got it during my 1st year... haiz..
coz we played futbal without permisiion..came back n check my butt, damn oh damn.. red..like reddd... now i can laugh at it..my first n so far last canning...
age 14
funny year.. more mature..sat near jason n stephen..n dats when we actually learn ALOT of stuff..haha..u guys noe wad i mean...1st test was number 4..afta dat decline..decline n decline.. 2 elit i tink...yeah..i was so chubbyy..fatty.. haha.. my elder sis disturb me ..say i was short n stuff.. now looks who's short n chubby.HA ....like i say KARMA...
age 15 Pmrr..study like crazyy....7a's... didnt realise time move on so fast coz of pmr
age 16
thiz is the year.. when i hate school so much...1st 3 years was awesom n fun..
form 4 Arif... competiton was high.. always arounf 15 -17...n dats good enuf..hehe..
i hate school coz i hate phy,chem n bio... juz hate it..
n thiz ting tthe school had ..like if u dont do ur hw, u will hav to do catwalk .. i hated dat.. its embarassing u noe..its good for lazy students.. but others its not..
buttt its a good thing,lotsa of students change becoz of the programme
bravo... hails the school(but i dont like it)hehe...
i did badly during forn 4.. every was like honeymoon year..i was like yea..of coz.. haha..
fail 1st test badly.. 7 failout of 10. including modern maths.. amazing..haha...modern maths...
the rest of the year was bad..fial fail fail..form 1-3 was like between A or B.. form 4 was either pass or fail..haha..
age 17
hate school less..but still hate school..
more hardworking.. againts time to finish up syllabus..manage to do dat..from failing sejarah, n add maths to getting A.. it was all good.. got 7 a's.. n the rest?... bio ,chem n phy..haha...
stress a lottt.. cant wait for school to habiis.. n finally it did..was so hepi to leave school..

overall- 1st 3 years was AWESOME>. last 2 was torture.. but i made my own mess.. n i aint complaining coz im admiting it was my mistake of not being hardworking n paying attention in class when im suppose to... but i admit n i have learn.... =)...

age 7-12

standing at top, 2nd from left..

6 years at Sk Seri Permai
6 funny years..hehe...fun..
1st year was scary.. 1 amanah,
mom took me... i was VERY LAZY...
nvr do my homework...so damn lazy..
didnt cry 1st day...but i cried on my 2nd year in 2 dedikasi (i tink)
no idea y i cried.. but now i look at it, i find it funny..cried for no reason..
tthiz is epic..i hide my report card in my room.. haha
the 1st 2 years..actually first 3 years...
2nd year, mom came to school coz i nvr gave them any results..i hide it... juz be4 she wants to meet the teacher, i lied i say i got all the results d.. hehe
lucky escape..
3rd year, the 1st 6 months was hell.. teacher actually call my mom.. n i was in 2 nd class.. cekal... n she says i nvr pass up my maths hw n lil bit of english..
TURNING POINT...
went back home..mommy cried..yeah...
dat incident was life changing..
i improve so much afta dat..
me from last in class for maths to 1st in class in less then a year..for maths.. epic...haha...=)...
i threw my maths book be4 dat..i lied i say i lost it..actually i threw it outside my house..the drain there... n i end up photocopying the whole book from friend n start fro basic.. by standard 4, top in class for maths.. yah...
4cekal-6 cekal...
the rest wass average... but maths 90plus...from hate to like...
i nvr miss a hw since dat incident..
when studies was much better, i started futbal in school..was average..
one particular Pj sessions, i score like 7 goals?.. i tink..n every1 was like next sessions pass to me..plz..hehe..dat was reli awesome..hehe...
year 5 n 6 was alright..about the same.. was kinda weak in science.. but manage to handle it...
manage to score 5 A's.. was vry luckyy.. cz i nvr score 4 or 5 be4..highest was 3..hehe..

age 1-6

age 1-3
baby jae.. cry cry cry...
curly hair n fair..it was scary,,
yeah.. colic baby u can say..
i dunt noe how my parents can handle me..
my elder sis was an angle.. nvr cry..
DEVIL..haha..
there is thiz incident in which dad n uncle took me from penang to Kl i tink..by flight..
i was crying the whole journey.. haha...
age 4-6
tadika kancil
learn to read n write..
nvr complete peter n jane..hated it.
no idea..was juz too lazy..
lotsa of running n jumping
did wad all boys did..
n no crying.. hehe.. yeah.. ran out of tears...

admiting to improve..

i believe to improve is by admitting, coz u will learn by admitting..
for eg-football.. i use to not listen to seniors... but when i start listening i improve alot..not only listening, i admit that i was wrong.. n i improve on my skills.. i have a friend who does not admit, n the effect? not improving... easy..admit..
wads so hard?.. u wont be less manly by admiting.. but by admitting u be more human..
life is too short to give excuses on wadeva u do.. so therfore juz admit..
people wont like it if u keep on making mistakes .. but they will understand dat ur trying..so its alrite.. but people wil hate u if u keep on giving excuses n not admiting.. dats not honest at all..
n u will get wad u deserve, not improving.. easy..
at 1st its hard to admit, but once u start to admit ur mistakes u can see the difference in ur game..can apply in real life...but most guys are scared to admit.. coz its like there goes their dignity if they admit their mistakes.. come on, people will like u if u admit,coz ur bein honest..=)

karma

karma..
i believe in karma since young..whateva u do now will determine wad happens to u in future..
u do good deeds n u will hav a better life in future..
u do bad stuff n u will sufferr ...
so it is alright if some1 do any bad stuff to u, juz dont do anything, coz in future, dat some1 will suffer..its true...

problems..

i beleive no1 is perfect.. every1 has problems in life..its juz the matter of how much problem u hav and how r u gona solve it?.with u complaining about ur problem, makes no diff.. ur not helping urself by complaining.. u can do urself a favour by solving problems u hav n for god sake STOP COMPLAINING..it is annoying... alright...i noe ur problems i wayy bigger then mine..well dats life... sumtimes u hav bigger problems.sometimes u hav smaller ones.. but wad r u gona do about it?.. r u gona help urself by solving it?..or complained...?

samelan dec 09

samelan, punjabi's meet up in one place,a school for example, for a week.
for religious purpose, learn about religion,
thousands turn up yearly..last year was my 1st..
n i didnt wana go..
dad force, i , being jae, was kinda not hepi ,merajuk,
didnt wana go, till the day be4, finnaly talk to a friend of mine, n he say ill enjoy it..
so i went, my frens there was like, waddd,jae ??...ur in SAMELAN....
i was like yeahhh...it was funny coz i hardly go temple n suddenly im in samelan..
first 2 days, i didnt like it...
but when it comes to the 3rd day, i enjoyed myself... n i didnt wana go back on the last day..
i hav NVR seen so many punjabis in my life.. it was really good...
1st day was formal,
2nd day , dhol came in, some loud music play during function,dhol is used to wake us up at 4.30 am..hahaha...now i missed the dhol...
2nd dhol was mixing around..met new ppl,
3rd day begin to feel more comfy.. start doin sewa(clean classes,toilet,..practically the whole school)
sori, samelan thiz year was in bentong,Pahang.. an ulu place in pahang near genting i tink
its reli cooling..in the morning, view was awesome.. clouds were low.. n i nvr felt the heat like here in penang
4th day was niice.. activities outdoor..fun fun fun..
5ht day was the same
6th day , my jatha ,jatha 7, jatha means group have to take over the dewan where the reading of guru grath sahib ji took place...
last day, left to penang..
missed my samelan friends..
met so so many ppl from diff part of thiz country...
their diiff view of stuff n wad they tink of sumthing is completely diff..
its basically a boy meet gal thing...
i met some1 i have nvr seen be4..walk her back to her dorm... it was good...=)...

jaeraj,jae , J,

about me?..
ask me no questions n i will tell u no lies...=)..
wel, its complicated..
thiz year 19, 19 years of wonderful memories, some good n some bad
but no regret, only lesson learned..dats life...
im veryyyyy quiettt... i dont talk much..i only talk if i hav to..im juz like dat..
n i dont tell any1 about me unless i really noe the person,
n i hardly tell every1 evrtyhing bout me..maybe 10-20% coz we will nvr noe wad happens in future, whtehr dat person can be trusted or not...
yeah.. a quiet n shy person,
famly is great,3 sis, 2 younger sis n 1 elder, n loving parents..
there are good n great friends..
bad ones, aint saying...ur a horrible one when i stop telling u stuff...
im juz like dat, i take time to trust any1..coz sumthing happen in the past dat i no believe any1..
but im trying...
my personal life,as in personal personal, only few knows..dangerous,as any1 can use it to piss me off..and when im pissed off, even im scared of myself n the stuff i can do..so watch out..haha...
yeah..im stubborn..veryy.. a NO means a NO... n a YES means a YES...
if i dont want sumthing , its a NO..how hard it is... when im angry, say sumthing nice, not pissed me off..
when i talk, let me finish, if nott,, haiz.. =(...

futbal- a game of 11 players, my obsession.. i cant live without it.. play in sg ara aka riverside,
y riverside?...funny story..because there is a longgg river flows beside the field n flows practically everywhere in sg ara.. its nice... n as in jan-april 10, train in padang polo for gurdwara cup..
gurdwara cup= where all punjabis meet for games,eg netball,golf,football, badmintion ....
its in june every year..my 1st was 2 years ago, awesome time...not sure whther ill be goin thiz time ,too busy wif college,,
and finally in inti..play for inti..huhu..
futsal-play wif rakhi n co evry tue, im so greatfull wif rakhi n co ,thiz is coz without playing wif them i wont be the same player i was now.. i hav change alot.. thanks rakhi n co..
always organise futsal wif inti frens n college mates..
bowling- play for school, dad tought me how to bowl..we use to go for bowling together as a family, but evry1 got busy, but i still do go bowling wif frens.. n i take all sports seriuslyyy...
tennis-sux at it.. but still want to play.. neways, cesc fabregas dont play tennis..haha...

My daily life(2010)sem 3

im in my sem 3, jan -may10..
and im preety packed weekly..
sunday is preety much studying day(homework, i study last minit)ps unhealthy
monday -mondayyy bluesss, hehe, 4 hours gap between 1st class n 2nd.. zzzzz...
reach home, off to bed,
tue-my oh my, 6 hours class straight, dieee..hehe...come home, off to bed, then futsal at nite wif rakhi n co , fun fun fun...
wed- 4 hours , tiring, effect of last nite's futsal,''yawn yawn'', dat evening, i have to chose between inti's training n gurdwara cup training in polo..tough decision..
thur-4 hours class, easy day, cant wait for the weekend, maybe futsal,maybe not
fri-2 hours class,excited bout weekend,huhu, movie day, either futsal or futbal in sg ara
sat-polo's training for gurdwara cup,

weekends at nitee, when arsenal plays-tat is the busiest time of the weekend..
n i take futbal seriusly, its like my face turn super red when they dont win, n yeah, we r trophyless for the past 5 years..zzzz..come on gunners...
come on fab,,
=)...
sem 3 is passing by soo fast, didnt realise its been 3 months, felt like i juz started thiz sem..
1 more month to go...n finals.then holidayyy..then futsal comp..then AUSSIEE....
AUSSIE , excited,jump jump,
first time gn overseas by myself.. =)..

addiction

addicted to so many stuff..
esp fb n futsal
fb- cant live without it, every single day i will open fb n check on my profile, curious on wad others write on my profile,commented on my pics, or say stuff about me, its an addiction.
1 hour in fb i like 5 hours in real life, time pass by so fast when ur on fb.. so i turn to twitter, easier.
i manage to deactivate fb on 13t march, because i cannot study, cant focus, ill be like, alaa, later study la, then ill fall asleep afta fb n class next day, super unhealthy...
butt i finally have the guts to deactivate fb on 13th march, huhuhu..hehe...
for a week i did not use fb n that week , on friday i hav linear test, n for the first time since a long time i actually know how to answer all the questions except 2 small 2-3 marks questions..
lets juz wait for the results n see wther deactivating fb paid off or not..
msn- this is a rea addiction.. haiz... cut short, to avoid thiz one, ill sign in but off9 n chat thru off9.. distractions..
futbal/futsal- play futsal wif rakhi n co every tue, inti's training clash wif gurdwara cup training on wed.. n sat is the 2nd gurdwara cup training.. n the rest of the days ill play in sg ara call riverside... huhu.. so yea, im preety much busy ...

number 4, and why

was told to create a blog by jkc.. u noe who u r..thanks..=)..
feel hapier letting everthing out ...

I love Arsenal fc...die heart...sumtimes it looks like i dont really support them but im juz trying to be fair to other teams..coz i tink its damn selfish talkin bout one team..like all the way united or chelsea..
i love number 4... i have like 5 jersey's wif number 4 ...
thiz is because of Michea thomas,arsenal num4... in 1989. he scored the winner in stoppage time to beat liverpool ...n we won the premiership title... n then viera wore it.. n now my fav, francesc fabregas i soler... huhu...
and the other reason is becuase of my mom, her birthday is on 4th dec..

5-0

10/3/10.... omg..omg..
arsenal beat porto...sori..TRASH..hahaha...
i was watching the game, was so sleepy but once the game starts, i cant keep my off the tv screen..
bendtner hatrick,ebou n SAMIR NASri..
love him man.. nasri,.. pass by 4 players to score... all hail the frenchman...
he made my day..
was soo sleepy today at college..luckily had linear lab, which was only 1 hour..
after dat,came home straight at 1,made 2 phone calls, slept straight away till 6pm..
was super crankyy n yet still went for inti training....
wasent in the mood was futbal training till the we started playing among ourselves..
it was nice..i scored 1 n assist 1...n we won 3-0..huhu...
shouldnt have played,.. push myself too much..
tmro SHOULD be my last futsal for thiz week..hehe..
thiz is for my friend ,vick,which is leaving for india for medic thiz sunday..
gud luck my fren....
headlines-NAsriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii...huhu....

waiting ...

waiting for united's game... 3 am.. class at 8...
hope ac milan beats united..huhu..
hehe, it will be funny seeing beckham in old trafford playing for the opposition..
go milannn.....

intro..

hello..
my name is jj...
thiz is my first post..
more will come...
tata...